p/s : i miss you a lot! i'm sorry!
i miss you
the last month in 2011, i have lost my best buddy its like lost half of my soul mate! hmm its to bad! gaduh hanya sebab benda kecil! and actually i don't know anything! and i don't know what exactly happen! gaduh sana sini! moody sentiasa! its awful and i hate it! until now jarang bertegur! dekat facebook pun dah tak like status dia and so on! but still look at your picture seems like you happy without me as your friend! but for me its opposite from what you feel! yes i admit that i miss you a lot because for me you're my everything! gelak gelak, menangis menangis! its hurt when i don't have you beside me! berat hati untuk ke majlis abang awak kahwin! hati rasa nak pergi sebab may be thats way i can back with you! be best buddy forever! but i'm afraid if awak tak layan saya dekat sana! do we will be like old time? kawan macam biasa! you always there help me! and protect me! but now gaduh! rasa macam hmmm ! i miss the old you! yes i admit that i'm a hot temper! everything happen just like that! now you're not either my best buddy or a friend! you like my enemy! how can it be? ask yourself! awak sendiri yang nak semua ni! awak suruh saya jangan kawan awak! ok hati kata nak pujuk awak! tapi apa kan daya! saya tak nak keruh kan keadaan lagi! ok today selalu nya awak akan cakap dekat saya i miss you and everything! but now tak ada! ok i do miss you faniesh and i hope if you read this please we be like old time! nothing i can ask to you! only forgiveness and i want my bestfriend! thats all! may be now you hate me! but you know what ? i miss you! and i can't forget every words you said towards me! *wipe tears :'(
